Performance sheet
Task 1– Think that you are a corpse.
Reaction– Fear has conquered my mind. I am trembling and quivering out of terror. My mind has become numb, unable to perceive anything.
Task 2– Believe that you are running out of breaths. This breath might be the last one, quenching you on deathbed.
Reaction– Trepidation is acting as an anesthetic to my brain.
Task 3– Suppose that you have to renounce the physical body, this very moment.
Reaction– My heart is in the state of tachycardia. But, a sequence of positive waves have commenced within.
Task 4– Force yourself to ponder over death.
Reaction– Gradually, the enforced benchmarks made me observe my last breaths, till the Verge.
Task 5- Continue rehearsing.
Reaction– The cycles of inspirations and expirations have become my rosary. The eyes are locked at the glabella, reflexively. The Ego is diluting gradually, the head bows humbly, instinctively.
Task 6– More practice needed.
Reaction– As the entity is being thrashed consistently, forcing it to leave the gross cage, the bonds are loosening. The concept of ‘me and mine’ is diminishing. I am feeling as if all the strings to materialism are being slashed off.
Task 7– Consider a man who irks you every time, and you have a note of contempt for him. Now, he is standing before you, and the Lord of Death is standing before him. Will you cherish the grudges?
Reaction– I cannot think of anything else. I have binned all the grudges and the so-called notions for everyone in the world. I have forgiven and forgotten all the trespassings and trespassers. The Main Aim for Now is to foster the relinquishing breaths. The blazing wrath has cooled down.
Task 8– Introspect and describe the haze of delusion, existing at this moment.
Reaction– The fog is rising steadily. Greater portion of confusion has gone far away.
Task 9– Any prominent realization?
Reaction– I have realized that the sensual perceptions are mortal.
Task 10– Continue the practice of dying?
Reaction– I am feeling that this physical aggregate of flesh, coated by skin is an attire for a role in the drama of world. I will not acquire another garment, as the mind has learned to take dips in Divine Ocean. Further practice shall free me.
Task 11– Quote your experiences.
Reaction– I can visualize the invisible Divine strings governing and sustaining life and death of creatures. The monkey mind remains immersed in Bliss for longer durations.
Task 12– Quote your experiences, (II)
Reaction– The Lord has lifted me up in His arms. He has freed me from participating in the viscous cycles.
Task 13– Quote your experiences, (III)
Reaction– I am seeing my Death before me. I’m rejoicing watching the Grand Destiny. This means the Kali, Mahakaal has manifested within. The analogue Mrityunjaya justifies the state completely.